high on you

blackstarashiningstar:

FULL LENGTH DISNEY MOVIES 

Finding Nemo

The Lion King 

Peter Pan

Pooh’s Heffalump Movie

Pinocchio 

Lady and The Tramp

Doug’s First Movie

Dumbo

Pocahontas

Aladdin

Hercules

The Little Mermaid

Toy Story

Cinderella

Alice In Wonderland

Tarzan

Beauty and The Beast

Snow White and The Seven Dwarfs

The Lion King II

Mulan

I LOVE MY LIFE SO MUCH RIGHT NOW! 

DO EET BOYEE

And I can’t believe, now that I’m your man

And I get to kiss you baby just because I can

Whatever comes our way, ah we’ll see it through

And you know that’s what our love can do

And in this CRAZY life, and through these CRAZY times

It’s You, it’s You, YOU make me sing

You’re every line, You’re every word, You’re EVERYTHING.

I think I’m experiencing that right now…

I’ve never hurt to be happy.

it pains me to have it be so soon.

don’t be friends with stupid people. 

Stop being my friend.

been so good to me… but now it’s the hardest.

funny huh.

this longing to fulfill my emptiness

and it was You all along.

I once was blind but now I see.

You dirty monster. You tried to tempt me. You tried to instill fear into me. You tried to make me fall. You physically mutated me into something hideous. You tried to seduce me. You tried to hurt me, trying to inflict pain.

But as I was mutated into a monster resembling the dirty monster that you are. I ran. Jumping higher to a higher narrow cliff. Looked to a whore and faced away. Are you kidding me? I’m through with you.

Took the only road left, knowing, that I ran towards something beautiful. Something that would change me. Something that would protect me. Something that would light the way.

I saw God in his awesomeness. Light so bright that my eyes shut reflexively. Deafening, alarming, assuring sounds ringing all around the earth. I tremble in fear with no second thought of who He was. He was here. For me. He chose me. I thought I choose Him. But it was so obvious that His booming voice saying ” Come to me.” was telling me how much He loved me and wanted to protect me.

You lose Satan. You failed to take me.

I’m God’s today and forever.

Suck it.

what a dream.

Everything that could possibly go wrong, did.
Now it’s all piling up on me.
Did I do something so undeserving to get “punished” like this?
Yeah, it includes even that.
I don’t even know what to do…
I feel like I’m just going with whatever comes my way.
As if to say, “YOU HAVE NO CONTROL”.

Then, maybe it is a divine thing and I’m just mad that I’ve been rendered powerless.

Whatever the case, my biggest concern on my mind is not the big things that could possibly ruin my reputation in all circumstances, nor is it the title that I’ve been stripped of, it’s the mere feeling that I allow myself to feel when it comes down to the idea of what happened. 

Do I really have a right to be somewhat angry towards “this”?
Is it crazy and almost creepy that I would be completely okay with everything bad that has happened so far if you had just been more responsive?
Is it stupid for me to think that I would’ve thought this would have been easy?

I guess it comes down to how much will power I have and I guess, as a wise friend of mine told me, how much surrender I have in my heart.

God, I really want to surrender it all and just to have faith and trust you, but it’s so damn hard. Where am I supposed to go with this? Everything else it seems as if I just need to ride out the tough. But this one issue that you’ve brought to my attention, I just can’t get it out of my head. I can’t let it go because I feel like it’s as if its a brand new experience, something that has never been more real than it has ever been in my life. All that other stuff, I had experienced it before and I know it can only go one way, I’ve accepted it. But this, this THING, I really am confused as to what to do and how to do it. Lord, help me. Help ME.

I feel so alone, not as if to say I have no friends or family, but that I feel alone in that no one understands how I feel.

ah, why did write this and why am I going to click “create post”.

the most mysterious questions to life.

f.

insecurities are born within yourself. Love yourself.

I don’t think you realize how beautiful you are to me.

Let’s pretend that just for a second that you like me as much I like you.

You know the saying… ” That second felt like a lifetime.”

Well then,

…

….

Could I spend just 10 seconds with you?